What I expect from my vacation

Vacation is, for the most people, an instance for to get away form all things that always we do, like work and studies, for relax and do nothing. I always do that, but now it gonna be different.

I think that I will stay in Santiago (maybe in some moment I gonna go to the beach), because It's a little expancive trouble and right now I don't have any mony to do that, also I want to take advantage of the time that i will have forgrow myself (I mean in my skills).


First of all I want to recover three things; my physical condition, Germany and my Art's skills.

For the first one I want to do excercise every day, because I lost so much of it whith the study and I want to feel strong again, like in the school. What I loved most about exercising was that I felt imbecile and I never got tired. I miss that feel so much.

For the second one i want to learn by myself. I think that it won't be so hard for me, because when I was kid I was learning german and I realy liked it, but I could not continue, because I moved from town and didn't enter a German's school again, but I remember little so that's make it more easy.

And for the last one I want to do two things; Take a class and practice by myself. I always want to take a class for learn new drawing techniques or learn something new like sculpture, but is expencive so probably I will need work in something for page it (I am thinking in a coffe shop or a Craft's shop).
This kind of things I would like to do, whishes and...relax!, of course.

Metro Stories: "A bad Smell"

First of all, this Line is under of Line 1 which means it is deeper, so you must go down the stairs if you want to take it.

I was in the platform waiting the train (the floor more deeper) and the smell it was so gross (I remember It was like be inside of WC), all the people was with the hand on theirs nose (so do I) trying to escape from the smell. The train finally arrived and everybody run to enter and I think "It gonna be better inside" because the smell it was outside of the train, but when we were inside the smell was much stronger than after and everybody was like "OMG!" whith bad faces. This was strange "Wasn't the smell from outside?". 

One Time in the Metro I was hoping a train like every day, but in a new Line (Line 5, Metro Tobalaba), but something wasn't right.

When I arrived to Tobalaba and the doors (The train of Line 1) I felt a strange smell from the station, but at the first I didn't care. So I started to walk to the stairs (this station have a lot to stairs) and the smell was more and more strong and disgusting. I thought that it could be a broken pipe or something like that, because the metro is underground so that had sense to me.


The train didn't start for a long time (like ten minute) and anybody didn't know, but just we know that anybody haooy whith the situation. Suddenly a Men who worked in the metro went to into the wagon and he started to looking everywhere! under of sit and every person until he stopped and ask to a person if he could open his bag. The person didn't want, so the guard open it and...ha had....how to say it?.... he had poo in his bag, A LOT POO! and not like poo of animal or fertilizer it was HUMAN'S POO! A LOT HUMAN'S POO! The situation was so random, unexpected and so GROSS!. I had to ask a strange "Is that happening?!" because I couldn't believe.

They took the person out of the wagon and the train moved. Everyone was so relieve because they finally continued theirs way and the smell was gone.

Postgraduate Studies

First of All, It's important define what is a "postgraduate" and form me is kind of diferent to the most people. Well I think that It could be whatever thing that you want to studie after made you mayor, is or isn't relate with it, incluided another mayor, not just diplomate, manor or doctorate. So with this answer you can imagen that i want to make another mayor, Art mayor, for be exactly.

I always wanted to study Plastic's Art since I was a kid and I LOVE IT! everything related to that!, but with the time i started like things like math and physics, so I tried to combinate the two side and Architecture showed up, but now, with two years in this career I understood that It isn't Art or Math, It's just another diferent thing.

Probably you think "So.... WHY DON'T YOU CHANGE IT?!" and It's because I want to finish it, because in some way It's kind of tool for my studies, or that I want to think.

Well, I made some search and I like to study in London, because there is the best University for study Art and, unlike Chile, the career is more short, just 3 years and  in Chile is 5 years.

I image myself living there in London, going to my class in a bike and working in Coffe Shop or something simple in the Afternoons, It will be so nice live in another country whith a simple life; like a break. I think is so important the experience of the class, specialy Art, because you can lose some important stufs and that is another reason that show why I don't want to study in long distance.

I realy hope do that someday, for me this is most important "Life Goals".

Stress and workshop

The blog of today will be therapeutic for me and sadly for you, because, basicly, I'm gonna tell you how my life is being eaten by my career; The evil Architecture.

Well, first of all, I want to clear to you that I don't hate architecture, just sometime (and even more), but that happen, because It doesn't give me time for like it or do anything for me. I think that is the worst parte "I don't have time for me, do what I like".
Since I studied this I can't do more sport, paint, go out with friends or try new things, sometime I believe It's not whorth it. This is the most stressing thing of this for me, because  I feel like I am losing my humanity and becoming a machine.

Another things that stress to me are the lack of sleep and the large number of things to do, which cause the great problem mentioned above. I feel It make me crazy.

Nevertheless I try think why "I'm doing this", sometime is hard, for not surrender, because I fight for the end of this (use this career like tool). So the conclusion is "Try to hold on, and wait. I know is difficult and painful, but at the end everything should be rewarded".....should....that's my worry.
                               

A unexpected Concert

Well, It's suposse that I should tell to you about my favorite concert, but the true is "I just went to a one concert in my entire life". Yeha, that's true and it wasn't on purpose.

It was at the end of Sumer, My family (my mom, my little brother, my uncle and his girlfriend) was planning to go to a tribute of The Beatles which was in the Araucano Park, at the night. I realy like Beatles, but not too much the idea  of tribute, because they wasn´t the reals ones, however It's was free abd the music will be ok, so I thought: "Why not?". Anyway, when we got there, there was light everywhere, people gathered and a big stage, so we waited there.

The show started, but they weren't the Tribute, they were GEPE! for REAL!. At the first we stayed, because we thought that was the opening for the Beatles, but we realized whuth te time that was a concert of GEPE, so we chose to stay. The show was fun, the music good and folkloric, and It was free.

I think The Beatles are much better than GEPE, but in this case the real won't be always, and the tributes will be.

Musica: "How have your interest changed?

Well, firste of all, when we were young (like kids or babys) we didn´t have a realy opinion about anything, because it's a learning stage that mean we are just seeing and memorising the enviorenment and learning about experience. The same thing happens whith the musical tastes.

In a simple way, our Parents listened music and  we tried to be more like them, so at the first we just like it, because we were associating whith the family, a safe place. My safe place was the Beatles, Queen, Abba, Tracy Chapman, Rolling Stone, Elvis Presley, David Bowie The Beach Boys and another music between 60'-90'. They realy like rock and pop (and I still listen it).

The It's was the Second stage in adolescence, where we started to recive another information about other people, like friends, kids of us school, TV's shows, etc. In this Satge, we have two alternatives, fall to them for the society's asseptance or start to think if you realy like it. In thats years of my life, not far to day, my friends and another person liked to listen "Reggaton" and I couldn't understan it, every songs was the same to my, for  me it is just noise and a justification to rub your body against another person, so I started my own search.

I realy opned to listen diferent's type of music, but The music I realy like is that makes my feel something deep, like, for an fews examples, ballet, tangos, swing, aternative music, Indy Rock, classic, Jazz and the music I mationed it.

I think that I have a comlex taste, and  I like that, because If just try to listen one type of music, I am not enjoying it.

I picked this picture about this girl, not because music means something bad for me, It's just that I feel that picture shows what I am feeling when I listen my musci. It's like being in another place wrapped by the sound an the moment.

The Magic Scenery of Ireland

Since I was a little girl, I have always been connected with the nature. I grew up in different places of Chilean which was almost always on the outskirts of the city, in farms. I think that It is so important have a relashionship with nature, because it make you understand so many thing and been in peace.
I believe that Irland is one of that places, the culture, the nice people, but also It have something magic. The cliffs, the little old towns, the montain, the plains, the castles, the farms, the cold and the green are a combination that only see in dreams and farytales. That is something aextraordinary and unreal. 
I know that places form the movies like Leap Year or series like Home by the Sea that shows the amasing landscape of Irland. It´s imposible not love this places.
When I am independent I would like go to vacation and If the things go well I would like to live in a farm maybe Dublin's periphery. I really like Farm´s Life.

The Truth of feel good?

We have all been in a dificult situation where you don´t know what would be better, Say the truth or something that wouldn't hurt?

Like a Firts point of view I think immediately the best thing to do is say the truth.
When i was a little girl I could get annoyed easier and fell so bad when I did  something wrong. I really used to felt awfull, but when I began to grow i started to think "Why I should feel bad when those things happen?" I mean, my parents, my teachers and adult people in general tried so hard to made me feel bad for so many little things. In that moment I realized that they really weren´t interested if i understood the situation, they just wanted me to stopped that is more quickly than teach. I don´t say that everyone is bad, they just repeat wath they learn. So, this make me understand that we shouldn´t feel bad with anything, it is just a mistake, and that is good, because we learn from our mistakes.

So, What does all this have to do? Well, one of the things that they told us that it was bad; the Truth. People think that sometimes we must lie so we don´t make feel bad to the other, but the real question is it "Why this person would feel bad of something truth".

This kind of person isn't prepared, because they never make it to themself and don´t undertand it.

The other day my friend saw me with a sweater and made a joke. She said "you look like an old person" and I answer to her "It's just because it was of my granmother" she felt so bad for said it, and I noticed, so I told to her "but don´t worry, don't feel bad for that, I am not angry. It's t9rue, because i´m using her clothes, and not because you have a bad intention of reminding me that she passed".
my conclusion is that the society had made us vulnerable to nonexistent danger (the truth)  and that there is no real need of using it (only on extreme cases).

My Favourite Vacation

When they told me the topic of this week, i thought that it was a ridiculous and a simple question, even boring, but I underestimated it. I understood that I can´t choose one, because i have favorite parts of all of them. And another problem that I found when I started to think in my first vacacion I realized that I can´t remember that, because in my childhood i felt like everyday was "vacation's day".
When I was a young girl I never got bored, everything was New and interesting, I never had any responsibilities like studying or problems such as problem in my family or illness etc. In that case i am choosing my life as younling as my favorite vacation.

A Post-Graduate a Might

well, i have already mentioned about this in another blog, more than doing a             post-grade, I've always wanted study more than one career (which for me it would be doing my own post-grade). those careers would be plastic art and art history. As you can see these two careers are related (also related to my actual career) but that is not the reason of why I want to do them, it is simply because i like them.
for me doing a post-grade is made to enrich more your knowledge and I think that the best way to enrich your knowledgement is giving it variety and that is not achieved by doing it in specializations of just one theme, in the end, it means knowing a lot about just one thing; which it means being obsolete for the life.

My Dream job

Well, I always think in this, because I am using my career to be another thing, and i have to many dream jobs, but today I want to talk about one kind of a possible dream job;Writer and Ilustrator of Children's Book.
When i was a girl I liked to read books about Fables, I had a one big book with ilustrator and it taught me to many things. Sometimes I used to open it just to see the artwork for hours, It never tired me, I always found new details in the draw or significate.
i would love to make the children feel what i felt with every word and every draw that this book made me feel, Besides the meaning of a fable is to leave a lesson and i find it an interesting task; leaving a print of experience of my own in a kid's tale. I think that being a writer of this kinds of stories it's a challenge because it's not just about gaining a child's attention it's also about being a children's because we have to understand them so the lesson can get to the children and that's why this is one of my favorite dream jobs.