Stress and workshop

The blog of today will be therapeutic for me and sadly for you, because, basicly, I'm gonna tell you how my life is being eaten by my career; The evil Architecture.

Well, first of all, I want to clear to you that I don't hate architecture, just sometime (and even more), but that happen, because It doesn't give me time for like it or do anything for me. I think that is the worst parte "I don't have time for me, do what I like".
Since I studied this I can't do more sport, paint, go out with friends or try new things, sometime I believe It's not whorth it. This is the most stressing thing of this for me, because  I feel like I am losing my humanity and becoming a machine.

Another things that stress to me are the lack of sleep and the large number of things to do, which cause the great problem mentioned above. I feel It make me crazy.

Nevertheless I try think why "I'm doing this", sometime is hard, for not surrender, because I fight for the end of this (use this career like tool). So the conclusion is "Try to hold on, and wait. I know is difficult and painful, but at the end everything should be rewarded".....should....that's my worry.
                               

A unexpected Concert

Well, It's suposse that I should tell to you about my favorite concert, but the true is "I just went to a one concert in my entire life". Yeha, that's true and it wasn't on purpose.

It was at the end of Sumer, My family (my mom, my little brother, my uncle and his girlfriend) was planning to go to a tribute of The Beatles which was in the Araucano Park, at the night. I realy like Beatles, but not too much the idea  of tribute, because they wasn´t the reals ones, however It's was free abd the music will be ok, so I thought: "Why not?". Anyway, when we got there, there was light everywhere, people gathered and a big stage, so we waited there.

The show started, but they weren't the Tribute, they were GEPE! for REAL!. At the first we stayed, because we thought that was the opening for the Beatles, but we realized whuth te time that was a concert of GEPE, so we chose to stay. The show was fun, the music good and folkloric, and It was free.

I think The Beatles are much better than GEPE, but in this case the real won't be always, and the tributes will be.

Musica: "How have your interest changed?

Well, firste of all, when we were young (like kids or babys) we didn´t have a realy opinion about anything, because it's a learning stage that mean we are just seeing and memorising the enviorenment and learning about experience. The same thing happens whith the musical tastes.

In a simple way, our Parents listened music and  we tried to be more like them, so at the first we just like it, because we were associating whith the family, a safe place. My safe place was the Beatles, Queen, Abba, Tracy Chapman, Rolling Stone, Elvis Presley, David Bowie The Beach Boys and another music between 60'-90'. They realy like rock and pop (and I still listen it).

The It's was the Second stage in adolescence, where we started to recive another information about other people, like friends, kids of us school, TV's shows, etc. In this Satge, we have two alternatives, fall to them for the society's asseptance or start to think if you realy like it. In thats years of my life, not far to day, my friends and another person liked to listen "Reggaton" and I couldn't understan it, every songs was the same to my, for  me it is just noise and a justification to rub your body against another person, so I started my own search.

I realy opned to listen diferent's type of music, but The music I realy like is that makes my feel something deep, like, for an fews examples, ballet, tangos, swing, aternative music, Indy Rock, classic, Jazz and the music I mationed it.

I think that I have a comlex taste, and  I like that, because If just try to listen one type of music, I am not enjoying it.

I picked this picture about this girl, not because music means something bad for me, It's just that I feel that picture shows what I am feeling when I listen my musci. It's like being in another place wrapped by the sound an the moment.