Stress and workshop

The blog of today will be therapeutic for me and sadly for you, because, basicly, I'm gonna tell you how my life is being eaten by my career; The evil Architecture.

Well, first of all, I want to clear to you that I don't hate architecture, just sometime (and even more), but that happen, because It doesn't give me time for like it or do anything for me. I think that is the worst parte "I don't have time for me, do what I like".
Since I studied this I can't do more sport, paint, go out with friends or try new things, sometime I believe It's not whorth it. This is the most stressing thing of this for me, because  I feel like I am losing my humanity and becoming a machine.

Another things that stress to me are the lack of sleep and the large number of things to do, which cause the great problem mentioned above. I feel It make me crazy.

Nevertheless I try think why "I'm doing this", sometime is hard, for not surrender, because I fight for the end of this (use this career like tool). So the conclusion is "Try to hold on, and wait. I know is difficult and painful, but at the end everything should be rewarded".....should....that's my worry.